the sound of your voice was like my favorite record playing over and over. it was just something beautiful, i loved every word you ever fed to me. i danced around your thoughts and in your bedroom. those late nights, empty watermelon smirnoff bottles you bought for me. sleeping all close, the only place i ever felt safe. you took all the broken parts of me and made them feel whole again. without even telling you much, you understood me. and i understood you. you took my anxiety attacks, crying, family mess and gave me your love. and that's all i ever needed. i knew you were leaving. i didn't care. all i needed was your love and i'd be fine. yeah, i'd be fine. then your reassuring voice started to fade. my favorite record had a scratch and it just wasn't as good. we started fighting.. and i couldn't feel anything anymore. there's times when life calls out for a change. like the seasons. our spring was wonderful, but summer is over now and we missed out on autumn. & now all of a sudden, it's cold, so cold that everything is freezing over. our love fell asleep, and the snow took it by surprise. but if you fall asleep in the snow.. you don't feel death coming.